Retired Pornstar Lana Rhoades made porn videos but now regrets it

Lana Rhoades, who was once identified as the best in the adult industry, reflects on the dark side of the porn industry. Giving chilling revelation to the view of her past life, which has left many traumatized.

While many assume incredible life status with pornstars overly attatched to good life, most stars are living behind nightmares.

Rhoades is not any different to this experience amid how she suffered in a barrier covered with authorities and manipulative power. Controlled by incredible highly profiled men, she was forced to exhibit what would ruin her life forever.

Before debuting as a pornstar, foreseeing her sister committing suicide, dug deep into her mental awareness. At this phase, a vocational quest to attain financial freedom became her vital search.

Her first job emerged to be a flight attendant, which she embodied for years until she found a new niche in stripping at night clubs. This earned her way more money than her first vocation. From this phase, she advanced to porn industry, where she experienced her most complicated vocation.

Appearing as a guest during a recent podcast, Rhoades revealed her current health complications attributed to her time in the adult industry.

According to her, it was all hell as she was abused and forced to indulge in creepy sexual activities. This includes gang performances consisting of over seven men, having to foresee men urinating on her, while she swallowed their metabolic wastes. She was down to several diagonises until she couldn’t attend to their demands, forcing her to leave the industry.

Exiting the industry wasn’t just a relief to the nightmare she experienced but what seemed to be total transformation. However, her past life would still leave a great scar behind. Meanwhile, admitting to have suffered severe depression attributed to her past life, Rhoades revealed that she tried taking her life on several occasions. Perhaps, welcoming her child would change everything.

While revealing her current health complications, Rhoades broke down, expressing her regret and pain while diving deep to the view of her past life. She was however consoled by her colleagues.

Rhoades overall revelation reflects on her past life experiences which are still tormenting her as she would always picture herself as a pornstar even though she doesn’t want to contend to the identity anymore. Her wound initially dubbed physically and psychologically is not healing anytime soon.

This has spanned through similar confessions made by retired porn stars, giving a hint to what seemed to be a precarious secret the industry embodies. Most cases result in suicidal cases with a recorded numbers of porn stars who committed suicide averaging over 20%.